That’s just it……….. I DON’T KNOW ANYMORE.
I should be in bed, but am I, no. My brain is not shutting down at all tonight and I need it too. I need to sleep, I need to stop thinking about things. There is just too much going on, there is so much I want to do with what life I have left. BUT….I need numbness right now. I need everything just to STOP.
So,,,, I figure if I sit here, surf the net for a few things, I’ll just get so fricking brain tired that I will barely make it to my bed…….. fall in and pass out.