CRUD! I got.
Having crud when you’re having a mental and emotional upheaval is not a good thing. Either alone is bad enough.
Upheaval may not be the right word. I’m unsettled. I’m going through my “7 year itch” so to speak. I get like this, ever so often. It does not help that my new bud R is moving next month. His friendship has meant more to me than he will ever know and has changed my life in ways I hope will continue after he is gone.